`yijunn. Saturday, September 05, 2009
sigh stupid jiaks feeling all sentimental about leaving has spread the emo bug to me and now i can't sleep even though it's 2.21 am ):there were other things but i think i'll just leave one here because it's the only one that i really need my friends to know.
2. i've always envisioned the time i left to be epic and monumental haha. because they say that it's the best time/excuse to say things you've never been able to say and finally let go. but then that seems to be eclipsed by the fact that this won't (and can't) be goodbye, and that hopefully i'll be back in 3 months haha. but still i hope i'll be able to meet everyone who means sth to me in the time before i leave. because even though i'm really bad at showing it (because i believe in not showing emotions/love as a defence mechanism) or maybe just because i'm so lazy, you probably mean a lot to me.